Chapter 3 – Rob’s FANDOM HISTORY

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Chapter 3 – Rob’s Fandom History

@gottiewrites 16/08/14

A reminder to the commenters that I am only going to include evidence from legal sources in this essay. Some of the stuff you’ve shared is interesting but I’m not using it. Sorry.1

To address the concerns in the last chapter’s comments: this is not a sponsored promotion or guerilla marketing campaign for Loch & Ness. I have had absolutely no contact with Management. This essay is getting huge, so it’s very likely that at least some of the Powers that Be at RBC have read it.

However, I have not discussed it with them, and I have no plans to do so in the future. Listen guys, I’m just a high school student who wants to be a journalist. I’m not a professional spy or a professional anything, yet. It’s kind of flattering that you’re all making up conspiracy theories about me, but I’m not the one hiding something here. Sorry.

So, back to the case in point. First, a reminder of where we are to date: Remember I spotted Rob Hennings in a café the other week and saw him receive an email about a LiveJournal account called @silentwakes.

Well, this account was the focus of a great deal of controversy while active: plagiarism, harassment, and – wait for it – even some dodgy scammer cons. So there’s a lot of juicy goss associated with that account (beyond the fact that its owner made the ring that Nathan is wearing).

But, first, some of you need more evidence that Rob is @silentwakes. So here goes…

(By the end of this treatise, you will all be issued with an official Gottie’s School of Journalism™ diploma. Get your graduation caps ready.)

Proof #1 – Biographical Details

Here’s the @silentwakes profile bio:

28/m/LA. 1982 baby. Pisces moon. Future trophy husband to a NBA quarterback.

I’m here for the Fayden fics, so I’m probably not going to comment on your mom-posts about your husbands and kids.

Graphic design grad using my degree skills to make gay manips, just like my republican professor always wanted. Currently playing Donkey in the finest am-dram production of Shrek in the land. (‘Fine’ as in my mom said: “It was fine.”)

The birth date and location on the profile (1982, LA) matches Rob’s details on his IMDb page. Also, we know Rob has a graphic design degree from UCLA.

One of @silentwakes’ favourite tropes was ‘there’s only one bed at the inn’. He had seven fics saved in his bookmarks.2

@silentwakes joined the fandom quietly, at a point when there was already a significant community of Loch & Ness fans. His first few posts went wholly ignored, and even his comments3 on other people’s fics4 only garnered a friendly ‘thanks!’ in reply.

Those kind of posts were largely ignored. @silentwakes first achieved more prominence in fandom when he posted a very moody blog entry complaining about the inaccuracies of gay sex in fic.

Listen, I know you’re all middle-aged women, but at least try to do some research before you open a word doc. You might all learn from each other’s writing in some sort of weird circle-jerk, but as a gay man, it kind of takes me out of the moment when the characters don’t use lube or whatever. HERE’S WHAT YOU’RE DOING WRONG. PLEASE MAKE NOTES.5

There’s a lot more to the post, but I don’t feel the need to copy it here. I’ve seen the ages in some of your profiles. I’d rather not be accused of scarring the minds of minors, when all I’m trying to do is write a meticulously sourced and cited academic essay. You all get the point, anyway: Rob is a self-proclaimed gay man, who is super out.

@silentwakes’ post spread around the early Loch & Ness fandom. Surprisingly, a lot of people actually did take the criticism to heart, despite his venomous tone. He was friended by nearly fifty accounts in the next four days, all of whom he followed back.

When he posted his first fanart a few weeks later, his follower list jumped again by another few dozen. Within six months of opening the account, he was one of the most followed users in the Loch & Ness LiveJournal community.

Even more people friended him when that winter he started up a Christmas gift exchange, where people sent each other fics as presents over the holiday season community. He ran @LandN_Yuletide with another fan. @silentwakes was officially on his way to becoming a Big-Name Fan (BNF).

From 2007-2010, @silentwakes posted 300 entries, many containing fan art of the characters Jayden and Fang. He manipulated images of actors from other shows into the fictional detective and werewolf into various scenarios such as:

  • Water-skiing!
  • Having sex!
  • Wearing tuxedos at the altar!
  • Making out!
  • Bottle-feeding a newborn baby, shirtless!
  • Having sex X 2,000

That’s right. Rob Hennings made gay fanart for Loch & Ness when he was a youth. Honestly, I could end this right now and that would probably convince 90% of you that Rob and Nathan are a couple. Rob read the books and shipped Jayden and Fang? Then got cast as Jayden, and fell in love with the actor playing Fang? What a no-brainer. It’s so powerfully obvious to me, it might as well be written in towering flaming letters. But you guys need more than that.

Because I’m good to you, and have academic standards, I am going to flog this dead horse for every shred of information available.

Proof #2 – Photographic Comparisons

In this picture by @silentwakes, you can see a hand with the same distinctive burn on the right thumb as Rob. The dog he’s stroking? It’s owned by Rob’s parents.

And, most importantly, @silentwakes references a ring in a post in July 2010:

I’ve been taking a jewellery course in the evenings recently. I cast a silver wedding band with a design of ivy. On the inside, I engraved ‘HIM + HIM’. I wasn’t sure I would pull it off in a beginner-level class, but it actually came out really beautifully – look at the pretty!

Don’t get me wrong: I’m very single. But I really liked the idea of hand-making something special like that while I had access to the jewellery studio’s supplies. I was planning to tuck it away somewhere safe, until I meet The One and propose.

That’s when things get really interesting – and where Nathan O’Donnell comes into all of this. That silver handmade wedding ring that Rob made? Nathan has been wearing it on his right ring finger since November 2013 (around the same time that Rob and Nathan got matching moon/stars tattoos).

I imagine a lot of you are going to try to disprove my claim that it’s the same ring here. That’s obviously a huge swing for me. But seriously, hear me out. I promise I have the data to back this up. We have a lot of high-resolution photos of it from the @silentwakes blog post, and it’s incredibly distinctive and one-of-a-kind. With all love to Rob, it’s very ‘rustic’ in craftsmanship. I’ve marked up seven comparison photos here of the ring Nathan wears, pointing out markings that match the photos from the blog. I promise it’s a match. Fandom girlies, you can’t deny I’m right on this one. It’s the same ring.

So, Nathan is wearing a wedding band Rob made intentionally to give to his future husband, engraved with the lettering ‘HIM + HIM’ on the inner band. He’s also wearing it on his right ring finger – a common tradition for gay, monogamous couples.

I’d like to point out that Rob has also mentioned in a Reddit AMA that he and Nathan attended a ‘private mass at the Vatican’ on a recent trip to Italy for a Fan Convention. Anyone else hearing wedding bells? Or is that just my tinnitus playing up?

This all seems very strong evidence of a relationship to me, but don’t click away just yet – there is plenty more we can get out of Rob’s LiveJournal entries yet. Like I said, they also reveal some . . . let’s say sordid elements of Rob’s pre-fame history which I think he’d prefer stayed private. Unlucky for him, I have a secure private internet connection and nothing but time.

So starting tomorrow, I’ll be posting the TRUTH about Rob Hennings every day this week, as my investigations develop. In the meantime, if anyone has screenshots of @silentwakes’ deleted posts, please post screencaps in the comments or email them to me. Some deleted blog posts I’ve only found dead URLs for: ‘The Accusations Against Me’, ‘IP addresses and why you don’t understand them’, and ‘WHAT IS EVEN THE POINT?’.  

I think the last two chapters prove conclusively that Nathan and Rob are both LGBT+ men. For the rest of this treatise, I’m going to accept their sexualities as fact, and in the next chapter I’ll be focussing mainly on signs that they are not just attracted to each other, but in a serious and deeply committed relationship.

– gottie

P.S. Sorry this chapter was a bit late, by the way – it was my little sister’s birthday yesterday. She loves gerbils, so I got her a rare breed of gerbil that I had to drive an hour to pick up. She loves him. I sellotaped a quarter inside her card too, like all good sisters should.


Footnotes

1.If you want to know what I’m talking about, go look at the comments on my last post. I’m not moral enough to delete it, even if I won’t repost it. And please . . . don’t take this as a warning to stop.
2. Because I can’t resist, look at this gif from the TV series, where Jayden and Fang are forced to share a bed in an overbooked motel. Does anyone else think Rob’s pupils are dilated in this screencap, or is it just me? I wish we knew if Rob and Nathan were dating at this point or not, because wooooow. How did he get through filming this otherwise?!
3. A comment left by @silentwakes:
I loved this! I really like the line ‘Fang’s gaze pinned Jayden to the wall, his blinding blue eyes scarcely letting up, even from the other side of the room.’ Swoon!
If you’ve not read the books, I highly recommend them. #7 is my favourite. Here’s a snippet from the first book, to show you just why Jayden and Fang were so shippable, even before the TV series:
It was a routine call – or so we thought. A ‘Constable Loch’ had just been assigned as my shift partner, and though her reputation proceeded her, we’d never met before she was transferred in. I was anticipating an awkward night of chit-chat as we patrolled the streets.
“You’re the selkie, right?” she said, stubbing out her cigarette on the roof of the patrol car.
“Jayden,” I said, as she climbed in.
She blew smoke out of the open window, then pulled out onto the main road without indicating. “Lyra. Banshee.”
“I know. I heard about your inter-city potions bust last year. Impressive.”
She grinned at me. “Hasn’t got me out of night shifts yet though, eh?”
I settled in, feeling that this tour might not be so bad, after all.
The call came in on the radio at five after two in the morning. “Papa Charlie 418, can you tell me your current location please?”
“Depends what the job is,” Lyra answered. “We’re near McDonalds.”
“There’s a domestic on Levy Street. Are you free for an immediate job?”
Lyra sighed, and downed the rest of her coffee. “Yeah, we’re leaving now. Any previous at the address?”
“None that I can see.”
I flicked on the blue lights as Control filled us in on the call. When I paused at the junction to indicate, I saw Lyra roll her eyes. I’d taken control of the car keys when she made it clear that her driving wasn’t going to improve any time soon. She seemed to find my driving style just as offensive as I found hers.
“ETA, five minutes,” I said.
When we arrived at the call, the house seemed quiet. There were no lights on, but a white van was parked on the drive.
“Can you confirm the house number again for me?” I asked Control.
“Number seven.”
“Roger. We’re at the location now.”
“Do you need a back-up unit?”
Lyra and I exchanged cautious glances. There was a strange feeling niggling me, but I couldn’t work out what was ringing alarm bells. “No, I think we’re okay.”
I was about to knock on the door when a voice said, “I think you’re here for me, officers.”
I nearly jumped out of my skin. I pulled out my torch, shining it into the darkness. A man was standing motionless under the shadows of a tree.
“Are you all right, sir?” Lyra asked him, while I recovered from the shock.
“Quite.” He cleared his throat, and stepped closer, out of the darkness. He was at least six-foot-tall, Caucasian, mid-thirties with dark brown hair.
“Now, relax,” he said. “This won’t hurt a bit.”
Lyra and I didn’t have time to react as someone grabbed us from behind and dragged us into the back of the van. I struggled against them, but a hood was pulled down over my head and something tight was wrapped around my arms and legs. I kicked out, but a heavy force pinned me to the floor of the van. I could hear Lyra hissing, fighting to break free, as the engine started up and the van pulled away.
I realised then what had set off warning bells, when we had arrived at the scene. The van had no number plate.
Our radios buzzed: “Papa Charlie 418 for a welfare check.”
My radio and equipment were tugged away from my belt and thrown into the road. I heard my garlic spray explode as it broke, the crack as my police-issue wooden stake hit the tarmac.
In a panic, I ran through the standard procedure in my head, trying to work out what to do.
After approximately fifteen minutes, the van came to a stop.
“Lyra?” I whispered, after a long moment of silence.
The hood was pulled off my head. I blinked in the sudden bright light.
The man from the shadows tilted his head, staring down at me. I noticed fangs jutting from his upper lip. Vampire? Werewolf? Something worse? I wished I still had my silver handcuffs.
“What do you want with us?” I asked. I sounded formal, like I was about to begin a contract negotiation. There was no fear in the words at all.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Constable Ness.” I paused, and then kept going. You’re supposed to humanise yourself, so they see you as a person instead of an object. It makes it harder for them to kill you. “I’m twenty-six. I’ve got a sister, and I live with my parents. We’re -”
“That’s enough.” He ran a clawed thumb down my face, and I shivered.
“If you’re after a ransom,” Lyra began, “Our insurance will cover it. You’ll get it, no problem. You don’t need to hurt him.”
“I’m not here for a ransom. I want your skin, little selkie.”
I blinked up at him, the breath caught in my throat. They were here for my sealskin? Was he a warlock, then? Did he need a selkie coat for some kind of spell?
“It’s not – I don’t-” I stuttered, caught by surprise. “I don’t have it here with me. And I wouldn’t give it you, even if I did.”
“Oh, Constable Ness. I’m afraid you don’t have much of a choice.”
4. A comment left by @silentwakes:
Have you read this deleted scene on the author’s website? It says that Fang was originally a girl and was going to be Jayden’s love interest. He changed Fang to a guy so he could do the imprinting storyline in book 2. But it’s still totally obvious that originally Fang was Jayden’s love interest, right?!
5. It’s almost laughable to compare the tone of this blog post to some of the coy press interviews now, where Rob isn’t even allowed to swear. In those interviews he pretends to have never considered any ship other than the canon Jayden/Lyra. If it isn’t clear to you by now that their entire actor personas are LIES, then I don’t know what to say to you.

Comments (542)

lilithfatale wait, livejournal? I was totally with you until that bit. I haven’t heard anything about that before. I don’t believe that account is truly rob’s.

Roban2014 here 👏 for 👏 this 👏.  ENGAGEMENT RING? FOR REAL NOT CLICKBAIT? I’M CRYING. ACTUAL #CONFIRMATION THEY’RE TOGETHER, DID GOD BLESS THIS FANDOM OR WHAT. gottie you’re our lifeline!

Anonymous I mean…it still seems kind of tenuous at best? rob probs gave him that ring platonically. But yeah I guess I’ll incorporate this into my belief system

Kellykardashian you wrote all this week? After discovering the livejournal? How…..did you do that so fast….please write my world lit essay for me

Anonymous I’ve been doing some of my own research and I’ve uncovered some more info about Rob’s old LJ account. I’m emailing you. The IP address stuff is just – wow.

gottiewrites Thank you, anonymouse! I super appreciate it!! You anonymice are very good investigators.

hugowatchmaker and on your right you can see what REACHING looks like. This is such a stretch. not to be That Person TM but I’m going to need to see some sources. someone’s getting suuuuued.

Anonymous your gerbil-obsessed sister sounds so precocious!

gottiewrites yeah, we’re a right pair. I was writing novel-length fics at her age, too. our parents are very bemused by it all.

FantasticBooks Did you get any good pics of rob at the café?

gottiewrites no!! my phone was dead, I was so mad!!

Anonymous does anyone else think that gottie might be anya? Anya is sooooo obsessed with Nathan and rob, she’s always posting about them and trying to ride on their coattails. She’s desperate to be as famous as them. It wouldn’t surprise me if she made this essay

villanelleswife what kind of dream world are you living in? anya is about 200 times more famous than either rob or Nathan. She’s the lead in a marvel movie! And the face of Chanel! she’s published 2 novels and a memoir! her instagram has 35 million followers! she’s hosting the Oscars this year!

cascodeddeangirl Gottie, I requested to be added to one of the defunct communities on LiveJournal that silentwakes was a member of, just on the off chance. A mod approved me a few days later, and I got access to the whole archive of about 1300 posts! I’ll let you know if I find anything silentwakes commented on!

gottiewrites PLEASE EMAIL ME SCREENSHOTS ASAP, THIS IS VERY INTERESTING. [screws in monocle and pulls on deerstalker hat]


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Gottie is a fangirl for Loch & Ness, a TV show about paranormal detectives. She’s convinced that two of the male actors are secretly dating, and she’ll stop at nothing to prove it. When her online investigations accidentally uncover far more than she expects, she becomes complicit in secrets beyond just a romantic conspiracy theory.

An internet thriller told in a ‘true crime’ style recollection of events, the novel includes social media extracts such as modern Tumblr posts and early-noughties LiveJournal blog entries.

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9 thoughts on “Chapter 3 – Rob’s FANDOM HISTORY

  1. I can’t get over how completely absorbing this story is, and not to mention how painfully realistic it is. It’s giving me flashbacks to my superwholock days (in a good way).

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  2. I clicked one link not expecting it to lead to anything and boom you’ve made extra content that we can gawk at! it’s like reading a real callout. nice work!

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